And by everything, I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. I notice every single little detail. I just don’t say anything.
How to love a woman.
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” - Bob Marley
Radioactive (Music Box Version) - Imagine Dragons
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At this point, I just can’t see you the way I saw you before. After what I saw with my own eyes, I don’t know whether to believe every word you tell me. I was afraid of this the most. I was afraid of having my heart broken. I was afraid that I was gonna give you my everything and yet get nothing in return. Tomorrow we make 15 months. I don’t know how I would be able to handle seeing you. You don’t even know why I feel this way; I’m sorry if I never met your expectations, I’m sorry if I was different, I’m sorry I couldn’t be that one girl to keep you happy, but what I’m sorry for the most is that you’re slowly losing a special girl who will, in all honesty, give you everything and love you with all her heart but you probably won’t even realize it. Sometimes I question whether I should still continue being with you and my answer would always be yes. Although, I know there will come a time that I will be so tired of the shit you put me through that I will just give up. I didn’t give up because I stopped loving you, but because I was over putting up with everything you put me through. I never had the guts to see what was really happening until I was told the honest truth. I always doubted my thoughts; always pushed my feelings aside just so I could put your feelings first. Shit, even I put you ahead of everything and everybody. I just hope that I will be able to go through this. If not, then I guess time will tell.